ng should be fun right?????i mean thats what one thinks when ones outta college...unfortunately for me..i didn live the IT dream that is sold to every punk thats outta engineering these days...i didnt want it...the spa...or the bowling alley or the pool which came with long hours of coding in a language we as humans shouldn have invented...it's ridiculous...coding they call it...the bread and butter of all those wired names you hear...well...i thought i walked down a different street...but things are much worse here...im under the pretence of being trained...under a pretence of learning....pretence of "starting a career"...is life outta coll supposed to be so damn confusing???

trains frighten me...

wat am i to do?maybe im just spoilt.it must be wrong to admit i like clean cars / buses /trains.if i were one to decide id shut downt his whole country for a month n clean it.so everythings pristine.so i could think straight.yes, thats it.im selfish.im not making any sense either